got my inspiration for my blog post... somehow when i listen to music i'll get it.
oh well. first... i really am a confused human now.. for those who noe. (*the sneaky readers*) hahaha... well i guess.. i will just enjoy my poly life and frens. and not worry bout it. maybe its just not right for us. argghhh each time i think bout it. i get more confused. o.O i dunno i dunno i dunno...!!!!!
like theres always this roadblock where i cant think anymore. it just stops there. everytime i try to progress it'll just freeze. and i'll turn back and stare straight into the pass where we started. gosh. thats so weird. hahaha.. oh well. by the end of next week i'll have my answer. to carry on or not.

This time i'll try my very best to give u the best,
and trust me. it'll be the ride of ur life.
Life's like a rollercoaster. and im just on the peak. just before we fall.
there will be 2 feelings that'll immediately rush to you.
First, the adrenalin rush that'll pass quickly than the uber hyped up point. and will gradually slow down to a halt.
where there'll be total quietness between everyone.
after which ppl will pack up and leave.
But my rollercoaster is Diff..
its a everlasting rollercoaster, there is'nt any stops to stop the cart. we'll keep moving on never stopping and looking back.
always looking foward. and looking towards the next 'bump".

as i let my fingers rest.. wtv the outcome. i believe, we'll still be friends...